So my next official work day is thursday...so wot 2 do 2day????
I am unfortunate enough 2 have a severe phobia.....
Of the Dentist!!!! and due to the fact that i have had an on goin problem with several back teeth (6 months !!) have had to admit thaat they wil have to cum out,,,,to say that i was terrified was an understatement.....my dentist bless her accepts the fact that i am not a suitable candidate for an extraction in her surgery and refers me too the hospital...( yes i no...babies/children/old folk..like me!!! have extractions at the dentist.....so i will apologise unreservedly for bein a blubbering fool )
So i've been for the relevant preops etc....pep talks where thy informed me that i will b sedated but not asleep!!!!! NOT ASLEEP!!!!! WTF They r under no illusions that i do not believe them when they say i wil be calm and that i will probably not even no wots goin on.......WOT EVA!!!!
after calming me down ( to be honest they were all lovly ) i have agreed to cum in 2day and have it dun,,,,,
Terrified is an understatement and i can not believe that i av convinced myself to have it dun.....nutter cums 2 mind.blood pressure sky hi....heart beat doin a marathon!!!!!..i am actually convinced i cud DIE!!!!!!!
I did stop off for a nice latte on the way home ( so my husband informs me ) but an hour later and i cant remember that either.....driftin in and out of sleep all afternoon.....loosin a day is very strange......this sedation is sum good S**T.......
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