BIG FAMILY!!! 😉
yes to say I'm exhausted is an understatement.....physically and emotionally
not just due to running round organising...
shop runs for food etc....
selecting cards ( which always presents.. (pardon the pun ) me with a massive headache )..😓
keeping the peace!!!
so its fair to say an emotional roller coaster
which is always worse when you remember the people that are no longer able to celebrate the birthdays with you 💔
the sad thing ( may be sad isnt the right word ) is when the family get together its painfully obvious that its no longer just my family...
its my family with their ' husbands and wives ' my extended family
all with different personalities....even my own childrens personalities have changed
and the painful truth is I as a mother, who in the past has been very much in control, am no longer in control...
I cant say
'go and sit down and stop being difficult '
( well I cud..but they might not take kindly to it 😉especially the outlaws..oops I mean the Inlaws)
the moral to this story??????And just accept the fact that I need to Let Go......
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