inevitable..it was not going to last

I think its fair to say that I knew the new job was not going to be for me!!!
Right from day one..I found it very stressful, shocking, heart breaking..
And yes , as the week went on it got marginally better, but it was painfully obvious to see, it was not going to be for me....
I gave it 2 weeks ...and that was enough...more than enough...
Of course I am disappointed in myself , I was sure I could do it...but having no experience of this type of work ...how could I possibly know....went in blind
And boy did I get my eyes opened!!!!!
 ( didnt need to know my destiny!!! )
I definitly prefer to bury my head in the sand 

My heart goes out to those that can do this job...Saints I would call them

So as they say...Another one bites the dust!!!!

so its back to the drawing board ... cv's at the ready

i can definitly say that was not what they expected!!!

I might not be goin to any more yoga classes!!!!
Dont misunderstand me
Its not because I dont want to you see
But i forgot to turn off my phone
and in the middle of the meditation zone..
that sound in a yoga class has neva been known  ( til today!!!)

   

Find your happy place...find your safe place...feel your breath in and out of your body...relax relax relax.....calm...........you get the drift....
Arghhhh   my phone roared into life!!
To say i was mortified is an understatemrnt as we were all catapulted back into NOW

I think its fair to say we all nearly jumped out of our skins and our breathing was not steady and calm...lol....and i think i was the most shocked? horrified? shattered/  ( all of them )
I dont think I was the most popular student in the class!!!!
Eeeeekkkkk
Always expect the unexpected  and most of all be prepared!!!!